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下了个轨迹没仔细看只扫到说最后会经过墓地我想经过就经过吧不忌讳这个结果最后发现是从占了一整面山坡的墓地中间穿过 我就像？一边默念对不起打扰了一边灰头土脸走下去最后发现到了八年前打工住的地方当时每天路过就是没有往上坡瞅一眼 我就像？？

gpt-5 may be a flop in terms of intelligence but it does have apparently fixed sycophancy; a dozen messages into the chat there were already a handful of responses that made me like okay that’s straightforward/inhospitable (which was a plus thou)

Batch Downloading and Transcribing Podcast Episodes hsu.cy/2025/08/poddl

https://www.astralcodexten.com/p/my-heart-of-hearts

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as i’m counting the 4th (5th?) sleep pattern in 1.5 yr i’ve come to reconcile with that it’s the kind of thing that is more an emergence than a prescription; that it can neither fail me nor i it; and that as long as i wake up tmrw i will not thinking much about the swings, up or down (mutatis mutandis same for other issues)

https://harpers.org/archive/2025/08/your-face-tomorrow-michael-clune-ai-facial-recognition/

hi chatgpt help refill my bloody benefit-of-doubt dispenser with all-purpose flour

funny that since ~sophomore year there has always been a pair of swimming earbuds in my shopping cart that i’ve never checked out. at first i couldn’t afford one and the selection was narrow. now i can and there are plenty, but i’ve come to paying exactly for the mandatory void of input (and the resulting whim) in the pool and hesitate to trade it for 1h of podcasts (which i can’t easily skip forward underwater if one turns out to be boring) or music (which i can and do sing in my head anyway)

https://www.nybooks.com/articles/1971/10/21/martin-heidegger-at-eighty/

Retrievals 出 S2 了 听一半脑壳疼系列+1 http://t.cn/A6kqsrJc

sometimes my unwillingness to chat works like, if i can identify the restaurant in a photo by cross-checking the color of the tablecloth against review sites why bother asking? ditto seeking social clues and schedules in read receipts and timestamps

https://hedgehogreview.com/web-features/thr/posts/the-self-that-never-was

funny how our family quarrels have become increasingly polite and cautious and meta over the years as both sides have learned to de-escalate with qualifiers and hypotheses e.g. i was like, not to dismiss your point but statistically something something no i’m not talking nonsense see the pdf i’m sending you. and they were like uh sure to avoid making you defensive let’s imagine a scenario where an unrelated individual blah blah blah

timely https://harpers.org/archive/2025/07/shadow-of-a-doubt-ocd-andrew-kay/ https://yalereview.org/article/garth-greenwell-miranda-july

video et taceo

https://uk.sagepub.com/sites/default/files/upm-binaries/11881_Chapter_5.pdf

https://onlinelibrary.wiley.com/doi/pdf/10.1111/1540-6385.00129

https://psyche.co/stories-of-change/how-i-became-a-psychoanalyst-by-losing-my-keys

https://archive.is/JCJjY

试下来 kindle 和 play books 现在都不好拆 DRM 了，要自己留 epub 只能从 kobo 买了

my primary failure mode: spending hours piecing together 10 justifications for x, only to decide against x

见到过最说人话的一版 Symposium https://www.pauldrybooks.com/products/platos-symposium-and-phaedrus