Notes

a working definition of moral crisis: a moral crisis in x occurs when you feel free from fiduciary and parasocial duties to x and engage with matters of x on a more transactional, quid pro quo basis

thanks to carplay 这个音量的逻辑我的一些就是比如说美好的品德甚至是灵魂都会被毁了

kinda metafictional reading “at 4 am I wake” at the 4 am I wake from

再骂

is it just me or can one feel temporarily detached from the present after unplanned exposure to a remote stratum of life as if the brain is taking time and energy to reintegrate

脚注写成这样也能毕业哈

Palatino 和思源宋体印出来比我想得要好啊 粗度基本对上了

看作者就当场吸完系列 https://archive.is/Xrm2Z

本来听说有狄更斯黑历史去看的，结果根本不像故事书，不知道怎么归类，反正牛逼

https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/10283653-parallel-lives

Away from the office, the forces that knuckle you under are far more nebulous.

https://archive.is/OYNQs

nb

think i’d just keep tithing gpt voice mode for intervention purposes

for all the ungodly weird 5hr-ish sleep thing lately, guess i should be content with having had the opportunity to see what 4:30 am looks like and the space for quiet, if eerie, clarity

就不知道是 Notion 带起来的歪风吧现在什么玩意都要强制自动给文档标题贴一个 emoji 又丑又莫名其妙你们哪来那么多表情呢我就请问

some recent 嘴替 moments

one thing i like about textshots is that they are, despite being ambiguous and contextless by design, snug vessels for the mind’s “vibes,” which are not easily captured by, say, a more concrete and substantial journal entry but can still be instantly recalled by a vaguely related excerpt taken long ago

[T]he self-cure becomes a problem, in the obvious sense that the problem of the alcoholic is not alcohol but sobriety. https://archive.is/doCRw

记的都啥玩意

吃什么吃的吃什么能治？

https://www.henrikkarlsson.xyz/p/modular-life-meaningful-work

也是信了一次 BookTok https://archive.is/uRZgo

1+ year later and still processing the way my feature flags and kernel parameters were scrambled that i could trace to nowhere but thai food